[there it is. the push back he expected from trying to pry a little semblance of honesty out of Akechi. he should really know better by now, what with all of the fights they've had already. why does he keep trying. . .? shouldn't he let sleeping dogs lie? that would make things so much easier, wouldn't it? if he just gave up]
[why can't he just accept things the way that they are? why can't he just be happy with the brief moments where they do get along, however rare they seem to be? however shallow they might feel]
[. . .]
[because Akira's never been that kind of person, has he? because Peach talked about how being here was a chance to chase lost opportunities. because it'd be a waste if he didn't try, if he didn't push, even a little bit]
[a frustrated noise. a spike of it on Akira's end of the tether]
[He should. He should know better by now because, regardless of what Akira tries? It's inevitable. Things will always end up like this.
Hissed through his teeth, tone flat:]
And why, exactly, should I let you?
[Perhaps Akira means well by it, but it only makes him angrier. Despite those brief flickers of fondness he felt in the past week, it only makes his hatred bubble up to the forefront. He's not— He shouldn't—]
I'm not one of your stupid friends. I don't need to let you do anything. I don't need anything from you.
[the urge to bristle and fight and argue is there again, but-- Akira's tired. his shoulders slump. something on the tether sinks and slinks back, too exhausted to push more than that for the time being. Akira shakes his head]
[IF LOOKS COULD KILL... Exhaling sharply, he smooths down his hair. Bitch.]
I have said it before, and I'll say it again. Everything will go back to the way it's meant to be once we get to the bottom of this. This [gestures! at himself!] is only temporary.
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... Of course not. I have no need for that. You should know this by now.
[There's no point. He's already...
Well, it doesn't matter.]
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[a flicker of disappointment. Akira links his fingers together and stretches his arms above his head lazily, also staring out at the duck pond]
I know you think you have no need for them. That you hold people at a distance because you think it's easier.
[but. . .]
But I wonder if deep down, you know that's not true.
[YOU CAN'T TURN OFF YOUR FEELINGS AKECHI GORO]
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And then the anger and the disdain and the irritation Akira probably so used to at this point come back at full force.]
Shut up.
[Sharp. Tersely. He tears his gaze away from the pond to glare at him.]
Don't act like you understand me. You don't know anything.
[The week they've spent tethered together changes nothing.]
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[why can't he just accept things the way that they are? why can't he just be happy with the brief moments where they do get along, however rare they seem to be? however shallow they might feel]
[. . .]
[because Akira's never been that kind of person, has he? because Peach talked about how being here was a chance to chase lost opportunities. because it'd be a waste if he didn't try, if he didn't push, even a little bit]
[a frustrated noise. a spike of it on Akira's end of the tether]
Because you won't let me.
[AND HE'S BEEN TRYING!1]
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Hissed through his teeth, tone flat:]
And why, exactly, should I let you?
[Perhaps Akira means well by it, but it only makes him angrier. Despite those brief flickers of fondness he felt in the past week, it only makes his hatred bubble up to the forefront. He's not— He shouldn't—]
I'm not one of your stupid friends. I don't need to let you do anything. I don't need anything from you.
[Akira should quit while he's ahead.]
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[the urge to bristle and fight and argue is there again, but-- Akira's tired. his shoulders slump. something on the tether sinks and slinks back, too exhausted to push more than that for the time being. Akira shakes his head]
I'm not saying you do. It's not about "need."
[maybe it's more about. . . want?]
Nevermind.
Let's talk about something else.
[even though he was the one who brought it up]
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Right.
He's had enough of this, too. It won't change anything.]
... Fine.
[He's more irritated than anything now, but at least... It doesn't look like he wants to argue about this, either.
Pick a subject, Akira.]
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You can sit down, you know.
[it's weird if Akechi is the only one standing]
And I think these ducks are spoiled.
[LET US TALK ABOUT DUCKS!]
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[SQUINTS.
But, hey. He's sitting down. Be happy.]
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I'm open to suggestions.
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Very well. Why don't we speak about how no one in this mansion knows how to properly question other's injuries?
[... Yes. He's salty over Nikki, Melt and now Hunter.]
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[also a flash of wry amusement at that]
You're so critical, detective. Why don't you take over the injuries search from here on out, then?
[Akira will keep Akechi HONEST just like he did this past trial]
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[There's an order to these things. :/ Let him be a loser.]
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[PROBLEM SOLVING, AKECHI]
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[PEOPLE NYOOM, AKIRA. And Akechi can't check the ladies out himself.]
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[GOTTA NYOOM FASTER, AKECHI]
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[BITCH.]
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[IT'S YOUR JOB BITCH]
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[SMH!!!]
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[:/ he'd say that with more OOMPH but some part of him just like. . . deflates slightly at the reminder that Akechi is DEAD]
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[See. This is why Akira needs his weekly reminder.]
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[reaches over to thump Akechi on the back of the head. hard enough to sting!! but not hard enough to bruise or like. . . reopen injuries]
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Hissing:]
You—!
[AKIRA KURUSU, HE WILL REACH OVER TO YANK YOUR NOSE. :/ VENGEANCE.]
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[ducks away with a c:!! sort of expression]
You felt that, right?
Dead people don't feel pain.
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[IF LOOKS COULD KILL... Exhaling sharply, he smooths down his hair. Bitch.]
I have said it before, and I'll say it again. Everything will go back to the way it's meant to be once we get to the bottom of this. This [gestures! at himself!] is only temporary.
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