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gornboat akevchi. ([personal profile] miscakes) wrote2020-02-15 12:49 am
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-31 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
[. . .]

[what a mess indeed]

[but he feels. . . something similar to a release when Akechi says that last part. part of him wants to ask-- are you really okay with that? but he already knows the answer he'd get, so the words die on his tongue before he can speak them]

[. . .]

[this should be the last time he ever brings it up. he isn't stupid; he knows that Akechi likely harbors some measure of hurt for what he did. but. . .]

[. . .]


Okay.

[this is where it ends. where it really ends]

Then. . . that's it.
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-31 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[#AKIRACRIMES CONTINUE. . .]

[he lifts both hands, digging the heels of his palms into his eyes as he lets out a frustrated noise. of course he has to rub it in!! of course!!]

[it's fine, Akira won't argue]


I know, I know. I really. . . hecked up.

-- when did you talk to her?
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-31 07:22 am (UTC)(link)
[TIMEY WIMEY PC SHENANIGANS]

. . . fair enough.

[huffs a little, and the pendant-- the one he was holding onto so tightly his knuckles hurt-- goes back into his pocket]

[. . .]


I don't know what to do.

[he doesn't expect advice. if anything, he expects another admonishment-- well-deserved. but he doesn't. . . know what to do]
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-31 08:01 am (UTC)(link)
[akira's attempt at avoiding hurt feelings on both sides: FAILURE]

[. . .]

[he huffs out a wry, humorless laugh and pulls both hands away from his face, gaze affixed on the wall in front of him. silence stretches on for a period, and then. . .]


Yeah.

That's all there is to it.

[and when he thinks about it. . . he had spent so much energy trying to convince Luna that his feelings were real and not enough acknowledging that he had fucked up]

[. . .]

[the next time he sees her, the first thing he has to do is apologize]
Edited 2020-03-31 08:01 (UTC)
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-31 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[. . . in a way, it's almost comforting to hear Akechi say that. as mall bit of normality, of something expected, amidst the mess. Akira huffs out a laugh, and for the first time, a smile cracks on his features, as rueful as it is]

I understand.
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-03-31 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[he can't help it; he laughs, a breathless, only vaguely amused noise, gaze following Akechi as he makes his way towards the exit]

And let you one up me?

Not a chance, Akechi.
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[personal profile] survivaltricks 2020-04-01 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Give it your best effort. And try not to cry too much when I don't.

[and that's all Akira has to say right now, so he lets Akechi exit stage left]

[GLAD TO KNOW THAT EVERYTHING IS NOW HUNKY-DORY BETWEEN THEM (hahaha)]