[ . . . maybe there is something wrong with her - and that thought settles in. because again, a violent memory. again, she doesn't understand it. again, she knows that if she was living her normal life, her producer would tell her not to associate with people like this.

but he's not here, and it's just anya, and what she wants is - ]

... Рассуждая? What did he do?

I want to know... I want to hear from you. Do not want to have to guess, or to not know.